July 31, 2011
Writing about myself i guess is the hardest thing, when you have a lot going on your mind or nothing at all. In my case the problem is I am so confused which one is in my mind. Confusion! it might be the best word to describe me. In my life I have always wanted to be equally treated like my brother; a failed attempt which got me more and more confused. I have had a nightmare like teenage without any guidance and love. I used to lock my self up in my room and just think of nothing at all. The question that always haunted me is ' why am i like this' ? This question still comes to my mind sometimes. But the difference is i have a answer now. The answer is I am whatever I am and the best. Some of you might think what kind of answer is this! But trust me it is the best. most of us while crossing the teenage has to deal with difficulty, and for a girl it is even harder. I have faced it. And the thing I have learn from my experiences is you have to embrace and love yourself first. In my religion the existence of reincarnation is believed and in most other religion there is a existence of heaven and hell. And in some cases there is more then one. But what I believe is that this is the only life you have. Even if you born again you will not be you and in our religion you might even not be a human. So why waste one and only precious life in bad memories, and spoiled dreams, unfulfilled wishes? Why not we try. Try to create a world with our will, confidence and love. We might not get accepted everywhere. but there is always another way. So lets be the believer. Believer in ourselves. .