I have been born special.many visions have been given to me. I have struggled with this all of my life.When I was 6 my parents thought that there was something wrong with me because of what I saw and talked about. I have grown up working through this. A couple of years ago the Grandmothers came to me, and they had given me instructions to make certain items. This was done, with alot of teachings from them(I am talking about Spiritual), I am truly honored and blessed to have gone through this. I am at a hard point in time.I do not speak of this, people do not understand and where I am there isn't really anyone who would understand.Some things are to sacred to talk about and other things there are no words for.. maybe someone would help me with this?