week three positive:entry "Focusing on problems"
I always fought for my education. Education is crucial in my life. I will not say that I am unlucky that I was born in a poor family. Moreover, I am grateful to my parents. I am really proud of being their daughter. I always faced difficulty to reach education. My parents had no money for me to study in university. They really want me to get higher education. However, government gave free education only in high school. It means that when I finished high school, I would stop studying. If I wanted to enter university, I had to earn by myself. I had to study hard to get scholarships from a government or organization.
This condition encouraged me to keep focusing on studying. I knew I could not deal with this situation. Thing that I could do is to study hard. I promised with myself that I had to get scholarships from a government or organization. I had an actual schedule. For example, I got up in early morning to help my mother prepare some food to sell. Then, I packed some food to school. When I came back, I had to wash about 200 dishes. At that time, I did not feel discourage at all. Moreover, I had to practice math and physic exercises. Nearly finish my high school; I applied for scholarships from organizations and government sectors. Luckily, I got scholarship from a government for school fee and from an organization for board and room. I have some suggestion that
even though we face some problems, we have to confront them. Although they come in different ways, do not fear of them. I do believe all problems always have solution to solve.
Although I cross this obstacle, still I face problems. I decided to apply to abroad, and I got scholarship to Bangladesh. Therefore, I gave up all of scholarship from my own countries because I wanted to get higher education. In my country I study in my native language at university. Thus, I did not face much difficulty. However, when I study abroad I studied in English, and it is much more difficult than my country. I confess that I never have regrets at all that I gave up scholarships in country and to study in Bangladesh. Moreover, I am so grateful to get this chance. I will solve this problems the same as when I was at high school.
In short, life is like a rollercoaster. Sometimes, we succeed and sometimes, we fail. As human being, when we fail, we hurt. Yes, we should let out to get this feeling, but do not let this problems pull us down. We should conquer them. Do not think negatively because I used to experience. Whenever I thought negatively, nothing improves, but I just hurt myself. Finally, I have a comment to all my audience. Focusing on problems, do not afraid of them.