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"VOF Week 2: (The Lonely Warrior)."

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I am a wandering gypsy with a restlessness. I was born in England and moved to Australia when I was three. I have probably moved over thirty times in my lifetime here. As a child I always felt lonely, didn't fit in, have had my fair share of abuse of different types. I struggled at school academically all my youth until I had a couple of kind teachers that gave me one on one attention and then I blossomed. I am quite intelligent,I discovered,when I applied myself and had more than one learning tool.
I married into an abusive relationship. We worked together in our own business of which I was quite successful. It became an abusive relationship and very controlling. My daughter asked one one day why I put up with it after I had been chased out of my own home and down the street which happened often. She was twelve at the time and this gave me the queue to leave. I was now single and with two children I needed to find an income otherwise I was still in his control. I became quite sick and I had my sisters looking after me. As I was lying on the coach one day with my sisters around me they told me they had the solution. They said I should join the Airforce (most of my family had joined the forces at some time). Two weeks later I was in the Airforce. My children stayed with my sister a long way from where I was training and I didn't see them for 3 months. I didn't realise how much I missed them until I layed eyes on them again. The tears fell silently to the floor over their shoulders as I hugged them for the first time again. Rookies (Airforce training) was a challenge, especially at my age, 34. Luckily I was very fit and passed. I felt so empowered by this achievement and so proud of myself. I had been told I was worthless so many times I think I believed it until this moment. I have overcome an illness, remarried to a wonderful man 14 years younger than me (we are still together after 12 years), met two wonderful women that are now my business partners and learnt who I am and where I am from. I have overcome abuse, illnesses, injuries from car accidents, self doubt and fear. I loved sport and all types of dancing. I still love singing, toning, meditation and prayer. I am very spiritual and live for the evolvement of humans on this planet and for love and peace. My life experiences have given me the passion to support women and youth and World Pulse has given me the vehicle to do it. In love and light always, Jataia

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Carole's picture

Second chances

God always provides us with a second chance. We either grow or get destroyed through some of the challenges we face. Am so happy you overcame your challenges and were able to take a bold step and change your situation. I wish more people would learn from you that we have so many other doors and windows open. May you grow in depth with wisdom as you continue reaching out to others. And be a strong pillar for your children too.All the best
Carol

Maria de Chirikof's picture

Beautiful courage

Isn't it amazing how good life can become when we dare to reach for them? I love the energy and beauty of your posts and look forward to reading more from you and enjoying the warmth you spread to us!

Maria

Nelly2.0's picture

You are Strong

You are a strong woman and nothing can bring you down. Not the abuses, definitely not. You are an inspirition to the women folk. Spread your story, let it be heard. You never know whose life you might change.

katea's picture

I am inspired by your story

I am truly inspired by your story. Yes, you are a true warrior but not lonely anymore. You are destined to succeed simply because you have chosen the path of success. Your daughters are lucky to have you as their mom. Your husband is smart enough to have chosen you. You healed yourself and that is truly amazing!

blessed be,
Katea

Poverty is man-made that we can undo.

jap21's picture

Far from over!

Jataia,

It is wonderful to know that we live physically so far apart, that we were brought up in very different cultures, that we speak different languages, and still, we have gone through so much, in such similar ways, that I feel in my heart you are something like a twin of mine in the other side of the world!.

Your journey is far from over, it only just began. Just as mine. You are not lonely, you even discovered your twin in South America! (even if only online....).

Go for it! We are all cheering you-

Lots of love,

Jackie

Jacqueline Patiño FundActiva
Tarija - Bolivia
South America
www.jap21.wordpress.com

jataia's picture

Hey Jackie

Thank you so much for responding to my post. That life was sooooooo long ago. So much has happened since then and I truly know who I am. I do now realise that I am not a lonely warrior and never have been. It has only felt like it at times although I was never really alone.
I live for my purpose on this planet and enjoy the journey (most of the time :) ). I love to laugh (have quite a loud laugh actually). I love to paint and sing. I love to pray and meditate and connect with the celestial beings. I always loved to dance and used to play a lot of sport. I need to get off my butt and dance again.
I am trying to find a way that will support me financially and travel around the world to meet of you amazing women and do what I do, toning, singing, meditating for peace. I am sure the universe will provide. I want to write my book actually of all the wonderful experiences I have had.
My friend is in Peten in Guatamala at the moment and is asking me to come over. I also want to travel around Australia by car. I am also being asked to do some consulting work at present. Not sure yet which one is going to win :), probably the job so I can pay to do both of these things.
I love life most Jackie when I am living my spirituality through spontanaety. Some of the experiences I have had are "off this planet".
I thank you for connecting with me and look forward to connecting with you again.
In love and light always
Jataia

jap21's picture

Love to hear about the changes

Hey Jataia,

I love to hear that you are so happy now. Nothing else to say, just that I am so happy for you. The universe always provides. I am sure you will get to travel wherever you wish. If you ever want to come to Bolivia, you are welcome in my home. This is a happy and beautiful place in the southern border of the country.

Hope to see you some day. In the meantime, I will be reading you here. Gee, I love this place! I just met someone from the other side of world!

It is great to meet you, Jataia, and I remain here at your orders, for whatever you may wish.

Jackie

Jacqueline Patiño FundActiva
Tarija - Bolivia
South America
www.jap21.wordpress.com

Rachelle_W's picture

VOF Week 2

Hi Jataia--

Interesting and powerful life story. I would love to hear more about how Worldpulse is/can be a vehicle for you...

~Rachelle

jataia's picture

Way forward

Hello Rachelle
Thank you for your response to my journal. Have you had the opportunity or time to visit my other posts as they do give a really good insight to why and how I use the World Pulse site.
I am basically sharing information and hopefully creating awareness of love and light through my heart and eyes for people and the planet.
I feel I am a light worker with a lot of life experience and passion for women, youth and the planet.
I checked out your info and I was interested to see that you are into product development and exporting etc.
My company makes all natural skin care products and therapuetic products that are mostly Australian ingredients. We are looking for a larger scale marketing. Would this be in your area of expertise?
I would love to hear more from you.
In love and light always
Jataia

Gemma's picture

Peaceful warrior

Jataia:

In reading your post, I know you will understand when I tell you that your state of mind lifted you and carried you through the muck to get you where you are today. Look inside and understand that you never believed that you were worthless. You heard it, processed it, and then shook it away and with that power, you are here today - whole, happy and ready to give support to other women with passion and conviction.

I would love to know more about your business and how that is working. Please tell me what you can about it.

Gemma

jataia's picture

Hello Gemma

Hi Gemma

I have just enjoyed quite a few days off for Easter with my husband and family and feel very refreshed :)
Thank you for your response. I am a strong person with deep spiritual passion which is behind my strength.
The business is called Earth Lite and the all natural skin care products have mostly Australian plant extracts and oils. They are called 'Desert Spa'. Some of them are very therapeutic and are fantastic products. We have been workig with a chemist that tests our products and we have been trying to find a way to market them with bulk orders rather than the cottage industry way which we have done before. They are beautiful products and all of the people that have tried them want more. We started a website which we put on hold until we know for sure which way we are going. It is www.desertspaaustralia.com
The body food does not have any nasties at all in it and you could practically eat it, its that safe. It is silky smooth and stays that way on your face most of the day. We also have a cream for skin allergies and problems and we use Kigelia from Africa for that with some Australian plant oils. BOth very effective. Another one is for burnt skin which is very cooling. We are looking at promoting these three first and would like to export. We have made fabulous feet sprays and creams also which give great relief for tired feet.
If you are interested or know anyone that is interested in partnering with these products I would love to hear from them.Thank you for your interest Gemma.
In love and light always
Jataia

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