Visiting My Nighbor
by The smile of me | July 9, 2011 at 12:50 AM
Visiting my neighbor in the noon would make the time pass away quickly .being fastening in those hot days not easy I entered her home and take my seat then we were talking it starts like women chit chat. I hate myself when I came back home showing the recording video of my mind, remembering of our conversation, how silly saying useless words it would not push me a step in life what was I telling oh I am a disaster. afterward I didn't stop blaming myself for saying stupid things now I am laying in my bed try to write what I can't reveal .
Secrets, sad secrets keep out scars it needs a huge amount of love to heal the injured soul. now I am taking off my socializing facial mask its shining made out of gold it is tough enough to face snow storms , being there with charming neighbor made me somehow suffering from happiness and left my chin wet oh my neighbor she a pretty lovely girl I just find my tongue released talking about any idea pass through my mind she a good listener and I am a good talkative What are funny subjects I open , my sister's husband, my life, a girl I barley know , people who are living between two societies and cultures
I am asking myself should this conversation make care to her absolutely not ok I will stop being tortured with my own sword and go on to the main subject "losing" now she offered me a quite smile and I have been invited to her boys room no one should blame her to act like so cruel I am the one who asked to see her baby girls clothes I beeped a look on that pinky shirt" it is fabulous" I said " I think so" she answered then we starts one by one until I finished them all I never miss to tell a compliment for every single piece especially for tiny sandals that should be a medal better than shoe . How kind God with us he gave part of us a new life to carry on what we could not finish. that is gorgeous eyes yes it makes us mothers , makes us leaders .The joy of their coming can't compare to all world's money I finally understand the circle of life oh babies I love you love looking to angle legs
My neighbor said with eyes full of pity which I did not need I hope you would be pregnant soon then I could stop by to see your baby's preparation clothes I tried to ignore what she did say I really did not want her to mention my big lost my twins baby boys I have broken heart and so tears pray to flow. Yes but not yet. I hold on i take a deep breath then said" I hope so".
Comments
Hi! Your story touched me.
Hi! Your story touched me. In a way, I can understand what you feel. I don't think pain lessens, but somehow we find a way of dealing with it. Things always have a way of working out......be patient.
Thank you Noreens
Thank you noreens for your comment you are right somehow we find ways to deal with pain. life is too short we should put all sadness behine us and go on .i belives everything for reason .