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I love you , dad

Dear Pa Pa

This is the first letter for through my life because I was too young to write when you left me and I didn't understand it was your last day of your life. Mother told me you were traveling and I was waiting your arrival of no- return till I understood 'death ' . I couldn't remember when I started crying for you but I still remember how much you loved me and had fun with me. You always carried me on your shoulder and bought me snacks. You rowed to the rough see and passed the dangerous bushes to cut some coastal tree with sweet pulps and fatty pulp eaters inside which you knew that were my favorite . You waved a candle flame in your mouth to make me happy. We both love animal and i never forget you were so amused when I medicated our cat's eye disease with my mother milk dripping from a free breast while she was feed breast milk to my infant sister. These pleasant times were just during my age of three and never come back again.

After your departure , many people asked me where your father was and I answered you were traveling far away on a ship. They looked at me sadly because they knew where you had gone. They also noticed how much I am resembled with you because they asked me if I was daughter of you although it was the first time they saw me. I was very happy to answer 'Yes' Pa Pa. And they also praised me to transmit your personalities when they knew about my achievement at school and honesty. Every good things they noticed with me they identified you . Let me honor you and feel honored to be your daughter Pa Pa . I also want you to know what I made you honor Pa Pa . I could save a life of a farmer lived near a the village school where I was teaching . At that time one of my students told me the farmer was dying of snake bite and I rushed to his house and he told me his eyes blurred because of poison . I asked for a razor blade and a string and did the first-aid treatment . After I squeezes out the poison , he said he felt better and was taken for further treatment . He was a survivor of the snake bite . I am sure you would praised me to save his life although I couldn't save you when you were victim of it. But I am still sad for you Pa Pa .

I know how much you love me and I wish you know how much I love you. I have been missing and dreaming you for decades and crying even now Pa Pa . Whenever I do the merit , I share you gain it for your peaceful life where you exist and for your longer and happier life there Although we lived together for three years I feel missing you and will also love you for ever Pa Pa .

Your lovingly

NI NI

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Sarvina's picture

Hi sister NI NI, Hope all is

Hi sister NI NI,

Hope all is well with you. Thanks so much for sharing your lovely letter to your PA PA to us! It is really sad but I do love reading it. It shows me how much we love our beloved people. I am really sorry you have already lost your Pa Pa since you were in three years old only. anyways, I am sure he is seeing and smiling to you coz he has a wonderful daughter to help the poor and her neighbors. He must be so proud to have you as his daughter and me also...really proud to have known you. Keep doing your good work sister! You are an inspiration to all people around the world esp. for Burmese people.

Lots of Love,

Sarvina

Regards,

Sarvina from Cambodia
VOF 2011 Correspondent

NI NI AYE's picture

Glad to see you again

Hi my beloved sister

I am so glad to see you again and thank you for your kindness. Yes , my father loved me very much and I have been missing him so much. He was only in his twenties when he died. I always pry for him for longer and happier life in his next life.
By the way how's everything with you with VOF ? I owe several things to do. I haven't started Each one to teach five and organizing a workshop. I have been trying but has not succeeded yet. I had been ill for one month was in a hospital for a week too. Now I am well again and trying to finish the tasks . Thanks again and see you my sister.

Huge love

NI NI

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Sarvina's picture

Oh my Buddha I just saw your

Oh my Buddha I just saw your comment sister! I am sorry for that....I am so glad you are well now. Take care your health sister. I haven't started Each One Teach Five yet as I have also been sick and busy with work and thesis. But I have shared and spread to many friends and women I know. Wish you all the best.............!

Love,

Sarvina

Regards,

Sarvina from Cambodia
VOF 2011 Correspondent

usha kc's picture

Ni Ni dear,, My eyes got

Ni Ni dear,, My eyes got moist when reading your letter filled with love.I feel so sorry that you lost your beloved Pa Pa at such a younger age and he too was just Twenties!!!!.
NiNi, good person leave this world soon, because they are also the beloved one for GOD and GOD also needs such good person in heaven.
I can feel your sadness , your lonelyness,your crying for him.
Sister,always have a lots of courage to bear the pain of missing him, always make others happy so that your PaPa would be happy for your work.

lastly, may his soul always be happpy and rest in peace.

NI NI AYE's picture

Tank you for praising him

Dear sister Usha

I am filled with love with your kindness and friendship. Yes he was a young father with huge love to me. He was taken for healing looking at me till his last sight. I am still hearing many people saying how much he loved me. Thank you so much for praising him and praying for his lasting peace . Hope to see you online , my sister .

Love and regards

NI NI

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nilima's picture

Dear Ni Ni

you know Ni Ni, Nini means sister in some of the local language here and whenever i see your name i remember its meaning - sister! many people have many roles in life, in some they are best and in some they can not be so! But i know you are the best sister! and now i know you are the best daughter too.

I can feel the emptiness, in your heart, i can feel that something is lacking even when you have everything because you don't have the one you love sister, i can feel that. But pain in life comes to make you stronger and the love in your life teaches you some lesson. This is the thing that we get in life, no one can change it, no one can return the circle of life, we just have to move on and on!

this depends upon you how you wanna take it, become sad and weak or have love and be stronger!!! you are the latter one.

We all are proud of you and i am sure you papa must be the same!

NI NI AYE's picture

You really make me happy!

H i my beautiful sister

Thank you so much for cheering me and also letting me know with the lovely meaning with my name. I really love it more now. I sometime in the past , I taught a Nepalese girl Myanmar language here and she's also a nice girl . When we did the lesson together , I found out some words , garden for example ' are used the same in our two languages and I was very happy for this relation. I

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NI NI AYE's picture

You really make me happy!

H i my beautiful sister

Thank you so much for cheering me and also letting me know with the lovely meaning with my name. I really love it more now. I sometime in the past , I taught a Nepalese girl Myanmar language here and she's also a nice girl . When we did the lesson together , I found out some words , garden for example ' are used the same in our two languages and I was very happy for this relation. I always love you and miss you my sister.

Lots of love and best regards

NI NI

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NI NI AYE's picture

Same here sister!

Dear Sister

We both have similar situations . I'm also sorry to reply you late. Most thing in you letter are the same with me. I will pray for you everything you are trying now. I am so interested to see you pictures of Speaking tour and hope you will send them to me. Will you?

Lots of love

NI NI

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rozjean's picture

Dear Ni Ni, I just finished

Dear Ni Ni,
I just finished reading both of your June entries....so sorry it took me so long. I am so glad that you don't let all the frustrations with the internet stop you from returning time and again. Your strength needs to be felt by others, and the internet is your access! This piece about your father is so sad. I lost my mother when I was seven, so I know what it is like to lose a beloved parent and always think about that parent, even as an adult. Keep on writing.
Love,
Roz

NI NI AYE's picture

Happy to see you again

Hi Roz

I am so happy to see you again. I have been more busy these days and couldn't check the mail regularly. Excuse me for late reply. Thank you so much for reading my journal and encouraging/ I will also write and would like to ask for your help to implement my vision .I will write about it soon. See you there my friend.

Huge Love

NI NI

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