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Introducing myself and my journal: 18 is too Young to Die: A Letter from a Young Person Living with HIV

About Me:
Dear Friend,

HIV/AIDS has been a global epidemic for three decades, claiming millions of lives across the globe annually. Most of today’s youth have never known a world without HIV or AIDS. As a child growing up with HIV I always asked myself what does it feel to live without HIV, yet my answers remain ambiguous: I wished I could live a single moment without HIV, a moment without pain, a moment without fear of death, a moment without loss, a moment when AIDS is history.

My name is Mohammed Barry, I am 19 years old, I have lived with HIV for almost 13 years and I am not on HIV life-saving drugs. Even though everyday I wake up from sleep with vigour, nonetheless I feel wrapped in pains in a dark in the middle of my frustrations, in the middle of my sadness, I noticed my pains have augmented, I tried to scribe my head against the unyielding and vicious walls of trauma in the middle of the wilderness to remember my early days without HIV, to remember those days when my blood was virgin, when my blood was free, when my blood was healthy indeed – the days before I was seven years old.

I wish I could remember those serene days without plight and pains, undeniably memories of trauma, AIDS, stigma, discrimination, prejudices, hate, fear, derision and the fight for life have eroded my thoughts and formed a bulk barrier that I have for almost 13 years struggled to break, as a teen living with HIV among his peers and in order to remember my early years as a child without HIV. But this is not stopping me from making HIV history because I don’t want YOU to feel this pain I bear. You might be wondering what has kept me going: it’s clear OPTIMISM and HOPE in the wilderness. I believe my life with HIV is a platform for me to reach out to young people like YOU half way across the globe with information about HIV and AIDS. Today I live positively with HIV, healthy and optimistic! How about you? What would you do if you were HIV positive??? Try to answer this and see.

With reference to this great day, I have decided to write you a letter deep from my heart as your mate living with HIV halfway across the globe, with sincere gratitude for the fact that I have made it to another World AIDS Day again, and indeed I will make it again. The theme for this year’s celebration is “Lights for Rights”. This theme signifies the importance of respect for human rights and plays in the response to HIV/AIDS across the globe. There is a success story to tell, which has urged me to write you this letter: the HIV infection rates in Africa have declined significantly, specifically here in South Africa, and this shows you the power of awareness and networked minds in dealing with such a developmental issue that affects the entire globe when aligned with respect for human rights.

Yet I must say I am worried… The information gap amongst young people like you and I is still huge and every single day a significant magnitude of our fellows get infected with HIV remember. About 45% of global HIV infection rates are amongst young people like you and I, and currently there are 5.4 million people worldwide between the ages of 15 and 24 years living with HIV. These figures are terrifying and huge, and they signify the amount of lack of information that prevails amongst young people like you and I in every single corner of the world: not only knowing the “ABC prevention” principles but how you apply them in real life situations. It comes back to whether YOU are really honest to yourself and learning to embrace health over other options in LIFE. Its up to you but I will tell you this: living with HIV is the most painful experience one can ever face, if I could buy freedom from HIV I would spend my whole life working for this, because I feel it and I know how dreadful it is.

In spite of the fact there are modern technologies and advancements with regards to our ability to deal with HIV and AIDS… Some still think that HIV can be transmitted through a handshake, a hug, sharing utensils, toilets, rooms, public phones, towel, sweats or even sharing the same food. This is a reality that we people living with HIV endure in many parts of the world, and it is what I see when I see that people that still bear prejudices against people living with HIV. This picture is really wrong and you can do something about it and make a huge impact: you can save 40 million people living with HIV, 18 million AIDS orphans in Africa, prevent yourself, your neighbour, your brother, your mom, your dad, your teacher, your university chancellor, your generation from getting infected with HIV today, right now, and you can support someone living with HIV as well.

You can do this as follows:
* You can talk to your school or university, your parents, your friends about HIV
* You can start up your own HIV club
* You can wear a T-shirt with HIV information
* Write to drug companies in your company asking them to reduce the cost of HIV drugs
* You can hold arts contest, run shows, or you can do grafitti about HIV
* Host a sport event in the name of raising HIV awareness
* … and many other things

The list goes on but you can use to your creativity to foster change about HIV everywhere across the globe. Here in South Africa, we are wearing red to commemorate the day, as well as running open discussions on HIV and AIDS. All of this can be done in different ways globally.

Thank you – I wish you a life without HIV, but you are responsible for a great part of it.

Your friend,
Mohammed Barry

My Passions:
Talking about HIV, education, women empowerment and human rights

My Challenges:
Even though i live with HIV yet my challenge is the number of HIV infection cases among young people in Africa on daily basis this get me off bed and motivate me to keep going.

My Vision for the Future:
To live longer than ever, travel to over 40 coutnries across Africa talking to young people about my life with HIV as well as training them on how to lead of the AIDS response in their respective communities.

My Areas of Expertise:
Social Media consultant and online courses curator

Comments

Tanzina Ahmed Choudhury's picture

Welcome Mohammed

Hi Dear!

At first I want to tell you that my cute newborn nephew also shares the same name "Mohammed" with you. That is why my heart trembled while reading your post. What if it was written by him, not you!...

I know I won't be able to fully understand how you feel; but I appreciate the fact that you are so optimistic about life! I pray for you from the core of my heart. Keep living and keep inspiring others.

Peace--
Tanzina

Tanzina Ahmed Choudhury
Bangladesh

amymorros's picture

Welcome

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In friendship,
Amy

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ccontreras's picture

Welcome Mohammed,

Your story is very compelling and you should share it with us all!

Welcome to PulseWire! You are now part of a thriving community of grassroots women leaders and supporters from 180 countries. See the PulseWire Getting Started Guide to learn more about networking in our community: http://www.worldpulse.com/pulsewire/about/guide

I encourage you to participate in the My Story Writing Opportunity for a chance to win $100 and be published in World Pulse Magazine. Learn more: http://www.worldpulse.com/pulsewire/programs/mystory

I look forward to hearing your voice in the community! And I hope we can share our stories and build a friendship!

Cynthia

"I embrace emerging experience. I am a butterfly. Not a butterfly collector." - Stafford

Fatima Waziri's picture

Hey there! Welcome to

Hey there! Welcome to PulseWire!

It’s so exciting having you with us, I am sure you will have a fabulous time with your new online friends as well as find this to be a very positive experience. I encourage you to take advantage of the numerous resources and features available through our vibrant online community.
Welcome again to our global community and I look forward to hearing more from you here on PulseWire!

Peace!
Fatima

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