The Winds of Change
Today is the Fall Equinox and as I take a moment to sit back and breathe, I couldnt have asked a better way to bring in the Fall but taking the last couple of hours learning the World Pulse website and asking people to join my community. Summer ended with a bang, actually I think that Fall started about a month ago in my life. Right at the beginning of August the winds of change swept through my house and like tornandos, hurricanes and natural disasters the only thing left standing at the end was my broken heart and a unrecognizable home. Actually I was left homeless with my son and myself to figure it out. For the past couple of weeks i have felt like the last women standing, Alone,lonely, bruised, hurt, rejected, abondoned etc.
And just as the tornado is taking the last of whats left of me, on my lap lands this wonderful opportunity, to join this group, this community, this sisterhood. Today , I finally took the time to walk through the community and I feel more connected to all of you then to those women that I see everyday. You have reawakened in me the sleeping warrior, who lost herself when she decided that she was going to make her partner a priority while she remained her option.
Reading your posts, your unconditional sharing of your lives, your vulnerability to be seen and heard through your hearts as left me with possibility. While that doors closed , through your stories so many open. As the tornado hit my home, all I could see was the damage it was doing to me, now I know that at the same time the tornado was hitting my house it was also hitting all of our homes and together we can rebuild the way we are rebuilding, transforming our communities.
The Fall is about connecting to our higher self, our divine purpose, connecting, walking and bieng with Spirit. Its about reflection, beign the powerful women that we are, letting go, forgiving, going within, death, introspection, evaluation , weeding out from the garden all those things that dont serve a purpose in our lives. And every Fall, the universe gives us the power to work it ourselves or it will send the winds of change to do it for us and then we feel like we dont have control over the things that are happening to us.
So with your support, today I take back my power. I reclaim home within me, I forgive all those that have hurt me, I connect to my higher self, I thank my ancestors for paving the way and for walking with me everyday, I ask the winds of change to be gentle this season with my heart so I can love unconditionally. I ask for the gift of introspection so I can see the unseen. And I ask the Fall, to hold us all so we dont get swept away and we stay grounded and committed to our purpose not matter what is happening.
In Bold Rebirth