fear or surprises .... i choose surprises
After 4 years in a relationship on and off again, I closed that door and thanked that relationship for being a part of my journey. I truly felt ready and able to move forward. In the middle of drinking my coffee I heard to leave, I hear intuition. I drive home and leave my scarf and umbrella in the car, I figured I wouldn't be home long with that choice to not take my stuff inside. I use the restroom and sit down to write and the door bell rings... I didn't know who could be at the door in mid-afternoon, do I really answer the door or not. To my surprise, it was him, he didn't know where else to go on the day he was laid off after working at that job for over 20 years. Today I stopped by unannounced a couple of times to show up and be there. Like I said "I choose surprises"... what a gift each moment is to enjoy. I find that by serving others I am improving in functioning and energy. Remarkably I was able to do things today that I haven't in years; it's life when moving in the direction of your heart path and you enter a timeless state where anything is possible.