You asked me about my Fall Back Plan
I am so happy to have wonderful people to entrust my memories with, this is a great treasure. I LOVE you all.
For me this is a great gift to have a job that I like and I try to work with as much DILIGENCE as I can. When I fall into the routine there are always friends to take me out, shoulders to cry on and open skies to scream at. This is the GENEROSITY of life!
And yes I admit, I do fall back at being the best mom, the best wife, the best friend and the best colleague and I do HOPE and rely on their understanding and their open-mind that this is not something intentional, I might be just tired, upset or... really sad. Hormones, you know ;). Thank you my dear ones for your TOLERANCE with me.
The only thing is that I really try to identify when I was not as JUST as I should have been with ... you... and myself and I trust to find the necessary FORTITUDE to live the life with my mistakes in them and moreover to learn from it.
I have FAITH that I will always find a soul to share my doubts while drinking a cup of coffee, speak my thoughts when we walk through a park or dance whenever I do not need to think and just take out of my system my pains and my sorrows.
Thank you for letting me confide my fall back plan with YOU!